proses penghantaran

kita sedang melalui proses penghantaran bulan ramadhan ke tempat asalnya
apakah mungkin bersua kembali
apakah tetamu ini akan dtg kembali
semakin menjauh suda...


selamat hari raya!

puas

apa yg dirasa setelah lelah berusaha
namun tak juga dapat memuaskan hati semua org
adakah harus dipulangkan kembali
atau redha menerima
keredhaan keperluan utk kepentingan organisasi ini.

namun terima kaseh atas sokongan semua.
saya amat menyanjungi semua.


tiset oh tiset.

bukan jumlah yg tinggi aku pinta namun kepuasan dr semua adalah kejayaan tersendiri.

yesterday once more

When I was young I'd listened to the radio
Waitin' for my favorite songs
When they played I'd sing along
It made me smile

Those were such happy times
And not so long ago
How I wondered where they'd gone
But they're back again
Just like a long lost friend
All the songs I loved so well

Every Sha-la-la-la
Every Wo-wo-wo Still shines
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling
That they're starting to sing
So fine

When they get to the part
Where he's breakin' her heart
It can really make me cry
just like before
It's yesterday once more

Lookin' back on how it was
In years gone by
And the good times that
I had Makes today seem rather sad
So much has changed

It was songs of love that
I would sing to them
And I'd memorize each word
Those old melodies
Still sound so good to me
As they melt the years away
All my best memories
Come back clearly to me
Some can even make me cry
Just like before
It's yesterday once more






masa kecik dulu mak busy jaga adik2 yg lain
kaklong yang ambil tugas sehingga xabis2 adik beradik lain ckp aku masok U sebab kaklong sebab masa kecik dulu penah nk ikot dia naik bas sekali balik UKM,meraung smpi bapak i sound kalo nk ikot dia belaja ar baru bole masuk U gak. dulu balik sekola lepas main ngn member2 atau main kejar2 curik duit 20posen beli cikedis.belakang umh i ade sungai,tempat latihan utk berenang dan di belakang sungai itu ade pantai tempat i hirup makan angin puas xkire musim tengkujuh ke tak main wau sambil cr remis dan kepang serta lokang tiba bulan puasa ponteng pg semayang terawih main sembunyi2 sampai kul 1 pagi, time nk raya je tugas paling getir tolong wat persiapan raya cari daun jambu laut wat tapai, cat segala dinding sambil terpandang sinis oleh adik beradik yg lain dan ramai pg sambut raya umh arwah tan sri yahya dan dpt dua ringgit
namun sehingga kini masih terasa semua itu namun tak dapat mengembalikan lagi semula.

hening malam menyedarkan bahawa aku sudah makin tua

life is taf laik everybadi said.
what goes around comes around thats the way it is
lets bygone be bygone as well
im alredy 23
yes dats the things im gonna dealt wif it.
what im suppose to do if im still stucked wif all the sniffings
and rambling at no point.
mess with people whom are taking advantage on us
living with the strangers
sleeping with of death note
skipping away wif the rotten and
smugling witdauk making perception.

for those who are still looking for the chance and any probability to sneak out of probs
im not eager to have any compliment
im just be in my own shoe
and for all nuts out there whom realy wan see me
in gloomy, u shud say gudbye

speak of the devil
sehingga sampai di hujung ayat ini aku sendiri pom masih ragu2
apakah tujuan dan objektif di sebalik semua ini
im in the air.